10 Things You Should Know About Me...

10 Things You Should Know About Me...

1. How I feel about you depends on how you feel about me. I'm serious too. If I feel like I am a bother, then I will think of you as someone that thinks their too good for me. If I feel like you really care, then I really trust you. And you get the point.

2. I hate people caught up in themselves. Life isn't all about you, or me, or any one person. You can't have everything you want, and so many people waste their lives trying to get it all. Put your effort into other people's lives too along with yours. You'll be happier. Adding on to that, don't demand something of me unless you can do it yourself. You get what you give now.

3. I'm not your average teenager. I think differently than a lot of people. It doesn't bother me though. I've never really fit in with my own age group, and I don't even understand my own age group. So many things they do embarrass me, and I'm not even them.

4. I want to be a part of your life. I feel like I'm just a screen name to most of you. I know I don't live where you do, but at least give me a chance to prove my friendship to you. If I want to be close to you, and you won't let me, I will eventually give up.

5. I strive only half way. I don't really want that much in life. I like average. I'm satisfied with just enough. I have too many examples of this. I like things just right, not perfect or inadequate.

6. The small things matter. I love odd special moments. I love the way someone says something, not what they say. I like when someone adds a touch on something that makes it look perfect. Small insignificant things people say. That sort of thing.

7. I don't let my circumstances control me. Whatever I've been through, whatever I go through, I will always survive. Nothing will ever keep me down. My will to live is too strong to let it happen.

8. I dislike people who bargain their friendships. "If you give me this I may give you that" If you're going to give me something or you want something from me ask and give out of love. I'm not a dog and I don't need to be given treats. Friendship and relationships involve giving and wanting and compromising but not bargaining. Do it from your heart.

9. I think more than I breathe. If I look straight past you, or don't seem to talk much, just know I'm busy thinking. I'm constantly planning out everything I do, every situation that could happen. I daydream a lot.

10. I don't care if we're alike. Everyone is different, and I want us all to be ourselves. If we don't have things in common, oh well. I'd rather our feelings about each other be mutual rather than our personalities.